16 december !

Last week act , our anniversary 6 years already . Kan MAI ? hee , i was like so happy and i do love him so much . Oh btw i gt a new hermes from him OMG OMG OMG ! ty so much darling <3 . Tak tahu nak ckp ape selain terima kasih , hahaha :D even though kite org mcm asyik gaduh baik gaduh baik , on off on off on off . Tapi tu semua mcm alaaa ape ah sgt yg penting HATI tu kan kan kan ? kite cpl lame kite tahu ah kite punye hati mcm mane kan ? org lain cume melihat , kite yg merase HAHA :D yang penting jgn nak dgr sgt ckp org lain , percaye each other tu dah cukup penting . Opsss terbagi tips pulak hahaha :D oh yaaa , perempuan mane tu yg suke sgt nak main judge aku tu ? Kau boleh pergi mati , aku tak kacau hidup kau . Okay BITCH ? hee , ty girl :) and now MAI ade pernah ckp , lagi 3 tahun kite tunang , nikah and kawin ( lengkap kan ) hihi , 3 tahun ? hmm dga mcm alamak sumpah lame doe , ishhhh tak sanggup doe nak tunggu hm . Sebab aku sayang kau , aku tanak hilang kau . Tapi insyaallah boleh , nak seribu daye tanak seribu daleh <3

Bukan main muncung lagi mulut tu hahaha :D tapi comel kan i know it ty hihi :) eh #MuhammadAqeelIrfan , i love you more than i love myself , fyi ! please dont ever try to leave me or let me go okay b <3

i want him

Gagirl !

Duraa , Me , Aira & Farra 

there are my baby 

no one can replace them !

i love you

my group

I LOVE YOU ALL .

b !

You know right meditation , im very afraid to losing you in my life !!!

-,-

Im so fucking bored rite now !

Love it

OMG

Okay , isnin nie aku start study dekat ptpl shah alam :) OMG , seriously takut sebab aku mcm tak biasa terpisah dengan family aku :( kalau tidur rumah kawan tu biasa je lahh . But nak duduk lame nie tak tahu lah nnt mcm mane , hass -,- but aku dah besar ape halamak , takan nak duduk bawak ketiak fam lagi hayoo . But sumpah kali nie , aku tengah try nak ubah . Aku sumpah tanak bende lame jadi balik dalam life aku , aku nak bahagia kan parents aku selagi dorg masih hidup , masih bernyawa die dunia nie , masih boleh benafas dengan sempurna :) Tapi aku pon kalau boleh nak kluar lah , dari rumah nie hmm . Bosan seyh hari hari duduk rumah , 8 bulan seyh aku mengangur , lame kan ?  Aku just harap , bile aku dah berada di dunia luar nanti , attitude aku akan di jage dgn betul ,  aku tanak nyusah kan fam aku , atau sesape lah di muke bumi nie . Okay lah aku nak pack barang barang yyang nak bawak pergi shah alam , nnt senang semua dah siap :) byee loveeeesssssssssssssssssssssss :*

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri :)

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin , kepade semua umat islam di muke bumi ini :) Puasa tahun nie 29 hari je hihi , but aku banyak gile tinggal . Maklum lah im a girl okay , so i got a reason :P Aku just harap tahun kali ini penuh bermakna dalan hidup aku dan seluruh keluarga aku . Aku tahu aku banyak buat salah dekat semua org , nobody perfect :) so , aku ingin memintak maaf atas segala kesalahan yang telah aku laku kan di muke bumi ini . Raya tahun ni , insyaallah aqeel ikut pergi spore , mama yang ajak . Macam tak percaya je kan ? alalala aku pon tak percaya act , tapi kene terima kenyataan ni , sebab its a true story okay :) im really happy , cant ignore it . So , aku pon malas nak typing panjang panjang haha :D so aku hanya nak wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :) 

Love , Nurul Fatin Ellisa :)

Suasana Hari Raya :)

Beloved cousin

Seriously , im fucking happy rite now . Coz i got cousin like Anes , Nanda and Sheryl . There are always like a my BFF and BELOVED COUSIN . But , how to do we're divorce . There are stay at jakarta , but me kuala lumpur . Kalau lah dorang ade kat sini kan best hm , hari hari boleh lepak boleh gurau , snap pic mcm org gile hahaha :D SUMPAH  rindu dorg sgt sgt , sumpah mcm nak pergi sane thn duduk dgn dorg . Sebab dorg ade semangat kesetiaan , like a friend and cousin hihi :) im talking its fucking true okay ! I do love them like im a seriously :* tapi nak buat mcm mane , cume boleh bergurau dekat bbm je lah hmm . LOVE YOU ALL MY BABY .

Who says ?

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
Hey!
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
C'mon on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell 'em what you mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
C'mon on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Won't you tell me who said that?
Yeah, oh
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?

Ramadhan al-Mubarak

Bulan puasa tahun ini sudah tiba , but aku tak boleh puasa lagi hmm . Mane sedih :( , its okay bende nie bukan aku nak pon kan . Allah memberi aku menerima sahaja :) hihi . Aku bersyukur dengan kehidupan aku kali ini , tapi aku masih degan kemalasan aku hmm . Aku still tak dapat ape yg aku nak , aku dah try mencari , yee aku dapat tapi aku nak buat mcm mane sakit aku tak mengizinkan , but takde sape pon tahu yang aku sakit hmm . Bila aku ajak fam aku g klinik sorg pon tanak , tapi kalau org lain semua laju jee hm . But takpe , aku bersyukur degan ape yang aku dah dapat selame aku hidup nie :) harap aku boleh belajar bersabar lagi amin :) OHHH okay balik pade topic , nnt aku dah boleh puasa balik dah yeyyy hihihi :P tapi nnt lepas raye kene ganti balik lah puasa aku nie hmm .

p/s : selamat menyambut bulan puasa al-Mubarak :)

Myself

       I never considered myself a fighter but now i have to accept that i am .

Home sweet home

Just got back home from indonesia , seriously im tired like hell :( . But its okay , tired its fucking normal for any person . Act , im very happy coz I got new family at there , them so sporting , happiness person and so fucking kind really good person :) my tired still not end , but tomorrow im work , so what to do . I must be a strong girl to be a good person :) but I really miss him oh my MAI , please behave and ill be your's im promise :)

no idea

Hahaha , seriously lame gile tak update blog seyh . Sumpah aku rindu blog aku sgt sgt :( saje je update mcm nie , boring act :P haha aku gile .

enjoy

my girlfriends

Awesome happy w them , plus my senior and other boys . firstly , bored like shit , and lastly enjoy and happy like hell , haha :D meera , get one boy woot . Marcella , obsessed w AZHAR mix boy meoow , good looking yawww soo fucking damn much HANDSOME  . But baby , fighting w her boyfriend .

p/s : tak mabuk okay !

Jar Of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you 
Cause all that's waiting is regret 
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore? 
You lost the love 
I loved the most 

And I learned to live, half-alive 
And now you want me one more time 

Who do you think you are? 
Runnin' round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 
Who do you think you are? 

I hear you're asking all around 
If I am anywhere to be found 
But I have grown too strong 
To ever fall back in your arms 

And I learned to live, half-alive 
And now you want me one more time 

Who do you think you are? 
Runnin round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 
Who do you think you are?


Dear, it took so long just to feel alright 
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes 
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed 
Cause you broke all your promises 
And now you're back 
You don't get to get me back 

Who do you think you are? 
Runnin' round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 
Don't come back at all 

And who do you think you are? 
Runnin round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
Don't come back for me 
Don't come back at all 

Who do you think you are? 

Who do you think you are? 

Who do you think you are?

whats wrong with you sucker

Ape lah masalah dgn kau nie kan NM , mule mule kenal okay je , lame lame hasss . menyesal ya amat aku kenal kau kat dunie nie hm . Tape ahh , dah nasib kan nak buat mcm mane terima je la dgn seada nye , hope kau berubah lah okayy :) Jangan suke salah kan diri org je , padahal salah tu dtg dari diri kau , kau yang buat salah tapi kau tanak ngaku salah kau . Kenape lah teruk sgt kau nie , kenape lah plstic sgt kau nie , nasib baik lah aku boleh bersabar lagi dgn perangai kau , sebab aku tahu kau pon hamba allah same mcm aku , semua org akan buat salah , tapi akan betul kan balik . Bukan lagi cari masalah okay hasss . Ill always pray for your life , to be a good person :) AMIN .

P/S:DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER !!! 

No choice

I cant handle my feel rite now ,

wanna some love or alone ,
I really confuses .

p/s : what should i do know ? hmm :(

Girl Girl

I really love all my ladies :) i'm swear never hurt you all , and never make them of you sad and cry .

That i'm promise .

p/s : love you all my GIRL GIRL

Miss miss miss miss miss miss :(

MISS HIM LIKE HELL , I MISS YOU , MISS YOU , MISS YOU , MISS YOU , MISS YOU AND MISS YOU :(

P/S : Nak meet , nak hug and tanak jauh jauh mcm sekarang nie :'(

Thanks for everything's

Aku just boleh bersabar , sebab jalan nie , aku yang buat . Sebab aku ego , bile kau yang start ego BALIK . Nie semua salah aku , aku memang dah ta boleh nak jage hati kau , sorry oke . Sebab aku kau terpakse tanggung semua bende nie . Aku harap kau boleh cari girlfriend yang lebih better dari aku and boleh jage kau dengan betul , jangan ah cari mcm aku , ta berguna pon kan ? nanti kau menyesal , susah kau nanti . Please , remove aku dalam hidup kau , jangan ingat atau kenal aku siape lagi dalam hidup kau . Insyaallah semua bende nie boleh buat kau happy , aku percaya 1 hari nanti kau pasti boleh tinggal kan aku and buat new life . TAKECARE MAI :'(

happy birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSLILAWATI

May allah always bless you ,

i really love you mom ,

coz you are the best mom i've ,

no one can be like you mom ,

I LOVE YOU :)

P/S : Please dont leave me alone :(

Hope

 Just go to the right way for my future life in this world :)

p/s : one way for future .

Happy new year of 2011

See the fire work ? yeahh good , the fire work means new year of 2011 . I'm celebrate at the curve Mutiara Damansara :) the best eve because many actor at there . MY NEW LIFE is 

• I'm never looking back 
• I'm wanna be a good girl 
• I'm wanna be the perfect daughter 
• I'm wanna be the best special girlfriend 
• I'm wanna be a nice friend 
• I'm wanna be a loving person 
• I'm not friendly but i'm try to be friendly
• I'm wanna change my life
• I'm need to work hard
• Everything's new of my life :)